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Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Have a Fantastic Holiday!


Wishing everyone a very Merry Christmas and New Year. Or just have a wonderful holiday season in this winter wonderland!
Love From,
The Milners

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Happy Birthday Tiffani!

Happy 40th Birthday Tiffani!


A little trip down memory lane ~ Tiffani's journey here








Randy Loren Edwards -
Army - Leaving for Vietnam.
Born October 4, 1946
Died July 7, 1996







Catheryn Ann Christiansen
saying farewell.


They were married December 16, 1967, in the Manti Temple. Randy had to return to finish his tour in Tacoma, WRandy returned home from Viet Nam, on leave, proposed and then married Catheryn on December A. They left for Ft. Lewis only a few days later. They moved into a small apartment, just of base for Randy to finish his tour.


Much to their surprise, a few months after getting married, Catheryn became pregnant.

Tiffani was born December 9, 1968.




This is the hospital where Tiffani was born. Ft. Lewis Army Base, Madigan General Hospital, Pierce County, Tacoma, Washington.
(original, it has now been remodeled)
Envelope from Birth Annoucement sent to Grandpa and Grandma Christiansen.










Birth Announcement ~ outside/inside









Tiffani Ann, home from the hospital.












Tiffani and Catheryn, Dec. 1968



How would it be to be young again...maybe not that young!

Anniversary Pictures of Room at Deer Valley Lodge, Park City, Ut











Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Happy 6th Wedding Anniversary

~~ Happy 6th Anniversary~~

September 20, 2008

Can you believe it's been six years! Wow how time goes by so quickly. John's step-sister MaryAnn gave us a wonderful opportunity of staying in The Lodges at Deer Valley, she is a manager there. It was so peaceful and beautiful. It was wonderful weather, rained a bit, nice cool fresh rain smell. John and I had such a wonderful time. I forgot to take pictures, but I will scan a couple of postcard that we have that shows how beautiful it is. We just relaxed, went to dinner and watched movies in front of the fireplace.

It was a wonderful long weekend!

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Audrey's B-day

Daddy wishing Audrey "Happy Birthday"

Audrey's Birthday

the "#1" balloon says "Happy Bithday Princess" ~ with purple, pink and white shimmering balloons

Audrey's B-day


~ Flowers and Balloons for Audrey Grace ~

Friday, August 8, 2008

Happy 1st Birthday Audrey Grace!


It has been a very long time since I wrote last. I guess I'm not so good at blogging. I will try to do better.

So many things have happened over the last year, good and bad. Tomorrow is going to be a milestone in our lives. If our baby girl had lived, August 9th would be her 1st birthday.

Every day I think of her, what she might look like, things she might be doing, learning to crawl, stand, walk & talk. It doesn't seem like it has been a year since everything happened. I listen & watch other mothers with their children and envy the blessing they have in their lives. I know it's not meant in a hurtful way & I know most of the time it's just venting, but it's sometimes so difficult to hear parents complaining about how little sleep they got the night before because they were up with their child or there child is such a handful, they can't wait for them to get older, past this stage. If I had been given the opportunity to be a Mom here on this earth, I would give everything I have to be too tired or to take care of a child if they were a handful. I would treasure every moment of every day with my child. It's so difficult having your arms empty every day wishing your baby was in your arms, to be able to comfort them when they're upset and to help them learn each new phase of life. I know that I will have my baby again someday and have the opportunity to raise her and care for her. I just miss her terribly and can't imagine how hard it's going to be year after year without her, just waiting for the opportunity to see her and hold her again.

I'm so glad to have an opportunity to talk about my baby girl. I know it makes people uncomfortable when I bring up her name or talk about her, I can tell by the expressions on their face or tone of voice. But I want my Audrey Grace to be acknowledged, she was a real person. Her Dad and I got to know her for 9 months, guessing her personality, her moods, how independent she would be. She definitely had a mind of her own and expressed it in how she moved inside of me and how she kicked, etc. No one else had that opportunity so I know it's harder for them to acknowledge her or listen to me talk about her as if she had lived. But sometimes that is the only way I can keep myself from thinking that she was only a dream, just a flash of a second in my life. Talking about her helps me know I'm not crazy and she was a part of my life a part of our lives. I am so blessed to have a loving husband who feels the same way and who supports me in everything I do. Going through this past year has brought a closeness between us that I never knew could exist. I guess burying your first child either brings you closer or tears you apart. I am so glad this has brought us even closer.

I want our sweet little "love bug" to know how much Mommy & Daddy love her and that we will be celebrating tomorrow August 9 as her 1st birthday. We are going to take balloons and flowers to decorate her grave and spend some time reminiscing about the blessings she has brought into our lives.

~ Happy Birthday baby girl ~ Happy Birthday Audrey Grace ~